Friday, June 17, 2011

Its only the beginning.

Excuse me if this post is all over the place because i have 2 girls fighting & whinging & dibber dobbing in the next room & a toddle banging blocks and brrroming cars and squeeling at his sisters, who has the number for the mental assylum? Book me in!

So my beautiful, giorgeous, supportive husband and I are seperating, yeah you heard me praise him but seperation doesnt mean I have to hate him, i love him boy do i love him but sometimes love ISNT enough, we can work through this i have great confidence in that, just not under the same roof and just not yet. Going through this has shown me who my real friends are, theres only 1 friend who has been to my house to check on me, who will stay up all night just to get a text message that im ok, who is calling me, texting me and not just for the gossip, its quite sad that I seem to have ONE real friend when I thought I had a handful/

Break up's dont have to be difficult right? He's my best friend and still can be, life is too short to be bitter, I want to get this back one day & I dont care how long or what it takes, we will be a family again.

Ive applied for a house, find out monday about it.

Life as a single mum...wish me luck

Saturday, May 28, 2011


Its been months since I sat down to blog, I just either dont have time or dont want to bore you with the same out shit, but i guess if you dont want to read it then dont..right!

So Harrisons turned 2 & is exploring the terrible twos, like I need that with a 8yr old who thinks shes 18 and a 6 year old who is already extremly difficult, the tantrums this kid can throw would put anyone to shame holy guacamole.

Miah has been taken out of her school, she hated it there couldnt get along with the kids there coz lets face it, its a private school these kids are quite upnosed & yes Miah can be the same being the dancer she is but she just missed her old friends so we made the decision to let her go back to her 1st school and let me tell you the smiles and giggles she shows me as soon as she gets off the school bus tells me we made the right decision & its rewarding, pat on the back to us..PHEW..

Montana, well not alot changes there, still at st pats, getting all the awesome help she needs & more than we could ask for, shes improving so very very happy about that.

My turn, far out where do i start. Starting to realise you know what I have no friends and im starting to miss home alot more than I have since I moved here 7.5yrs ago. I hate this town and most people in it I just want mature non bitchy friends is that too much to ask, i had friends i lost friends over god knows what but who gives a rats arse honestly I dont need the negetivaty!
Hubby working away more than ever now, usually away 3 nights and home 1 and off again. its insane its single parenting on a good income, the incomes the only good part about it, so lonely,.surely its gotta be worth it..right? Just tell me that much!
Would love to be back near Nanny, miss the time with her, ill regret it when shes no longer with us, shit I cant even imagine a time where the phone wont ring at 7pm on a sunday, or for random things during the week or suprise parcels in the post!

ohh so theres an owl in my freinds car..Im out, gotta see this

Monday, September 27, 2010

Its been so long

but ive been so damn busy, oh my this mothering thing never stops.
Im so exausted, JB has spent at least 2 hours a night crying for a reason unknown at this point, all I can put it down to is teeth, he is getting 4 top & 4 bottom teeth including his 2yr old molars and he isnt even 18 months old yet, he is so clingy too and seems to know the signs of heading out like ohh look mums dressed ill just hang off her leg and say "car" repeatedly argh get this thing OF of me puhlease.

My girls had a big on stage performance my beautiful little dancers Miah is definatley going to do something in the way of Ballet she is a full on natural im not even being biased so many people commented on her grace on the stage, my little ballerina was in her element up there, she plans of doing her grade 1 2 & 3 dance exams next year im trying to tell her to maybe do 1 a year as shes only almost 8 so plenty of time but she wants to do Ballet next year then Jazz the following year, Moni wants to give tap a shot god help me EAR PLUGS ANYONE, heres a bit of a blury pic of Miah performing.

& Miah on the left and our friends gorgeous daughter Alison.
I couldnt be prouder honestly, Ill add one of the beautiful Montana too she loves dancing too but is not quite as into it as Miss Miah is.

Happy 6th Birthday Moni, 6 on Sept 2nd wow that went fast, its been a hectic, crazy 6 years too but we love her to death <3

Not alots been happening in this messed up crazy upside world of mine, been feeling like shit like im home alone too much bloody truck driving cowboy.

Seem to have lost all friends, they are all MIA, never hear from them never see them oh unless they want something that is, so over it, wish Pete would move closer to family but nooooo apparently NOT!!!

Tomorrow the kids and I are heading off on a holiday to Avenel then on friday we are heading to KIDSFEST woop woop, gonna se yo gabba gabba concert and get on the red lemonade ohh yeaah we gonna wasted on the fizzy red goodness.

Catch you all when im back

Sunday, August 29, 2010

Whoa, what a weekend

My bank account must H.A.T.E me, the girls had a day off friday so we went shopping in warrnambool & I spoilt them rotton, we came home from a big day to their brand new bunks deliverd and ready to assemble, as we were putting them together we realise they had givin us a wrong part, so I drove the 55km back to warrnambool for the right part, got home started assembling again only to find that again it was the WRONG part damn you fantastic furniture, your title is sarcasm..right? anyway we went back the following morning and this time we GOT THE RIGHT PART  well done FF you deserve a lolly for that.

Today we headed to Geelong, a 140km drive because much to my disust when I went to shop online at city chic for a dress the one i wanted was sold out online *insert gasp here* and I simply cannot go to my friends wedding on the 11th without out I CANT, so I packed up the kids I hopped in my car and we went and we orderd that damn dress and just as well we did because its almost completly sold out I literally got the last one in my size in the system (or so the woman told me) now i know your all wondering what is so special about this dress, so im about to show you.

do you love it? oh I do i love LOVE it so much I could sleep with it...

My middlesize princess is 6 on thursday..faint..I cant believe it where has the time gone.

You must think my blog is super boring, i have a pretty normal, kinda boring but awesome all the same, life, I wouldnt swap it for anything though.

Sunday, August 22, 2010

ahh another week begins..

So last week I posted a very brief blog about abortion, I was angry at the comments made to a friend being called a martyr because she said she would do anything to have her baby boy, she did NOT deserve that little peice of bull crap thrown at her & i was furious, yes Im Pro-Life all the way, but i apologise for my little bogged hissy fit, Ive lost a follwer, im guessing its over that..Meh..we all have our opinions.

Saturday was hubbys 30th birthday..he worked unfortuanatly all night so I didnt even get to cook him his favourite so I made it last night, lamb casserole & fried rice in the rice cooker with this amazing friend rice satche it was so good I just added bacon peices, pees & you can add prawns too if you like it was the best.

For his birthday I had 2 paintings done of his truck, they turned out tripple the standard I was expecting I mean I knew adele from Adele Designs was amazing but seriously these are just fantastic, you have to check her out on facebook and you might even win a 50% off voucher when she reaches 200 fans I have quite a bit of her work in my house and more is orderd and in the process.

I went to work with him friday, what an eye opener that was, There was idiots on the UHF using it and just abusing the crap out of the truck drivers and blocking the UHF for real drivers which need it to communicate with each other, give traffic reports, advise of accidents and breakdowns and stuff yet these morons are just taking up the airtime i guess you would call it. Other than that it was so nice to spend that time with him in his environment, loved every minute of it, love him.

Girls at school today and little man in bed, went down around 930 which means he will be up about 1-130, these 4 hour day sleeps are crazy, its so quiet.

So i picked out the car I want, I simply MUST have a bigger car, my 05 ford sedan is not cutting it for me with 3 kids, Im not fussy it doesnt have to be brand new just bigger and im loving the mazda MPV 7 seater in white 2001 model will do me fine :)

Friday, August 20, 2010


Pro-life arguments are now based on scientific evidence and the pro-choice arguments are not. That is a cultural, historical fact.

This is what pro-choicers choose to ignore.

Fund eduction on other choices, make adoption more readily available & more open.

QUIT public funding for abortion, this is what we ask of government, sadly we understand it will never be illegal but at the moment its to readily available as a contraceptive, as an alternative to looking after a disabled child who also has the right to life & natural death, fight me to the death on this, ill back it up all the way.
this is all i can say today, based on current facebook arguments, seriously..its not on

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

coz im all alone...

My truck driving hubby is on his way to tutura to pick up another tanker & my daughters have just gone to bed and little man has been in bed since 6 and and and ahhhh bliss, but what shall I eat for tea the kids had a lazy macaroni & cheese & well I cant even be stuffed cooking, might make scrambled eggs hey.

Cant believe in a few more day's Pete (hubby) is 30, time for a trade in, NO way hes my spunky old muffin & i love him to peices, Im off to pick up his present in Warrnambool tomorrow hes gonna love it, cant tell you yet just incase he happens to find my blog, not that he would even know what one is :P

Tuesday means rafters, im loving rafters, keep telling Pete thats gonna be us one day, Ive always said id like a midlife crises baby.